Four Love Poems
Oct 2019
Throughout my life, I have known love and passion and fury in a context foreign to the common connotations of the words. My love is most often directed at concepts, my passion at cracking the genuine patterns I find therein, and my fury at how small I find myself in the face of cosmic, beautiful ideas. That’s why my poems are not about people but ideas, for after all I am the pattern’s suitor.
Primes and Proof (sonnet)
Cold, pure, austere, the primes mysterious
Seductive patterns shine, oh so beaut’ful,
And yet against provers strongest resist
Proof despite long hours of hopeful toil.
To show a regularity we try,
An ordained random song sung by the primes
That when seen would all a rapt joy cry;
But primes away shy, pledging truth in time.
We still look to the stars and try to prove
This numeric breed, wondrous without twin,
As only the universe would behoove,
With ever a great math’matical grin:
For yea the sneaky, slimy primes may hide,
But then we, we shall be the ones who pried.
Elusive Truth (sonnet)
On a clear morning fluttered a thin wisp
Destined to grow and bloom and upward shoot
And on me stamp a purpose deadly crisp
To seek Truth, nothing less; hence I took root.
My young eyes first on noble math centered,
Within which surely a pure Truth I’d land,
Alas I soon saw that humans entered,
And axioms crumbled to mortal sand.
In physics thus or history I hide,
For now sheltered from the confusing haze
That, lurking under all of human pride,
Connives to set Truth and meaning ablaze.
With no eternal Truth, I must instead
Live by my soul and in beauty’s name tread.
Language and Polygamy
You are my meaning and my purpose,
My road from thought to voice,
You are my language and I love you, it’s true…
It’s just that lately I’ve been cheating on you.
You see, differences in grammar and form there are,
So that one thought so many skins indeed can take.
String[] languages = [“german”, “Java”, “math”];
For every person, every language, every thought,
There exists a unique set of words such that
The content but not the form will match.
So English, sorry for the double-dealings with you.
I guess, for knowledge, polygamy’s no taboo.
F for Family
My family since my birth has fed, loved, dressed me;
They have always striven to help and encourage me.
Through thick and thin,
They will have my back.
Often they’ll say words (that sting and burrow deep,)
That just make my day (angry and poison my sleep.)
Forever I will remember
How they make me feel.
I’m in a big loving family
And I cannot ever forget
That it makes me lucky:
Yes, there’s my mindset.